Holy Bananas, people!
I've successfully completed ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY WEEKS of fitness training!
I'm in the best shape of my life and feeling stronger than ever.
I'm desperately trying to focus on my physical well-being knowing that it will help my emotional well-being.
Without going into too many details, there's been a lot going on and my mental/emotional state has taken a severe beating.
I have to decide what I want for my future, what I expect out of it and who I expect to be there.
I know that I have to be a strong person both inside and out, in order to deal with what I'm dealing with now, and what will likely be, an uncertain future for the time-being.
I don't want to say too much more. I know, I know, I hate all that cryptic bullshit too. I'm not attention seeking, I promise. This is just something that isn't...sharable. At least not yet.
I am, however, continuing to focus on me and making sure to stay consistent with my workouts.
September 5. 115lbs. |
I've been incorporating a lot more core into my routine |
Heading into week 118, I'm struggling with my nutrition.
I mentioned vaguely that I'm going through some personal issues and that has caused me to start eating emotionally again.
I mean, I love ice cream and chocolate.
Like, a LOT.
I've found that if I watch the fitness people I follow on IG, it really, truly gets me motivated.
I should use this time of struggle to focus on something positive.
We'll see how the fall and winter months go for me.
I just need to refocus.
My life may be entirely different in 6 months.
I just need to take it day by day.
I've posted this one before, but here's what 5lbs of difference makes. Pic on the left is from 2020. Pic on the right is from a couple months ago. |
Bicep and shoulder progression. Also two years in between these pics. |
I'm still feeling focused to work out and continue lifting and rotating in anything else that fancies me. I've been doing more cardio and less yoga.
Uh. Yeah. Hot. |
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